Sepheralis

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October 14th, 2pm, I'll be attending another wedding ... and this time I am THE photographer. No professional will be there. My friend's sister trusts me enough to do this, I honestly can't believe it. :') I'm excited yet nervous. Dx I mean, I didn't really like how many of my photos at the last one turned out, and now my photos will be what they're relying on to remember the day. SCARY STUFF. I'm gonna be doing a lot of reading for tips and checking out the place soon where I'll be photographing. AND SHE SAYS SHE'S GONNA RECOMMEND ME TO PEOPLE. O_O

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just an update!

Next weekend I'll be going to my aunt's wedding -- it'll be the first wedding I've gone to since I was really, really young. I don't remember how weddings work at all. I'll be pretty much the only person there under 18. And she wants me to TAKE PICTURES!!! She does have two photographers there, but she thinks I'll do a better job at the "intimate" photos, and that I'll get stuff they miss. It's nerve-wracking. What if the lighting is dim? What if I can't adjust settings fast enough?!?? AHHH.
Although, I am kind of excited for the experience I suppose. Wedding photography is something I've considered when I'm older. And apparently her wedding is going to be really amazing, because she's put so much effort and money into planning it. She even made sure I get a specially made vegetarian option for dinner. o.O

Oh, and Alexis told me to do this.

Comment and I will tell you:

1. What I learned when I watching your DA page in about 13 seconds.
2. With what color I remember you.
3. What is the first memory of you.
4. With which animal I remember you.
5. Something I'm going to ask you.
6. Which of your creations is my favorite.
7. My nickname for you.
8. The thing I like about your art.
9. that I challenge you to put this in your journal.

Why won't my banana skin work? </3

A
- Available: Very available. c:
- Age: 15.
- Annoyance: This person I'm watching on the food network ... but my remote is so far away ...
- Allergic: I'm mildly allergic to cats ... and I suppose gluten, not that that allergy has acted up in months now.
- Animal: I'm on an owl kick right now.
- Actor: Josh Hutcherson plz.

B
- Beer: Never tried it.
- Birthday/Birthplace: 6/20/97 in NH.
- Best Friends: Sayge ~ Kennedy ~ Caitlin ~ Alexis ~ I wish all of my friends could be my best friends.
- Body Part on opposite sex: ~ abs ~ ... duh?
- Best feeling in the world: Contentment with my life. c:
- Blind or Deaf: Deaf. At least if I turned up my music loud enough I could feel the bass. o.O
- Best weather: Sunny, room-temperature-ish ... like you step outside and you don't feel hot OR cool.
- Been in Love: I don't know anymore.
- Been –beep- out?: ..?
- Been on stage?: The only time I remember being on stage is for Poetry Out Loud. I was a nervous wreck.
- Believe in yourself?: Usually, I suppose.
- Believe in life on other planets: Well, yeah ... 'cuz they've found all of those Earth-like planets in other galaxies and stuff, and at least one of those has to have SOME sort of life.
- Believe in miracles: I believe in extraordinary events ... but I don't think of them as divine.
- Believe in Magic: Iffy on this.
- Believe in God: I almost wish I did. I envy those who can find solace in him.
- Believe in Satan: NoOOOoOooo.
- Believe in Santa: Unfortunately, no.
- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: I don't think I do, until I start hearing ghost stories or watching ghost shows and get freaked out. D:
- Believe in Evolution: Absolutely.

C
- Car: I don't have one. But as I've said before ... burnt orange VW beetle with black racing stripes, flower-shaped tail light covers, and a vanity plate that says 'BUGIN8R' ... or 'BACON8R'.
- Candy: Snickers, hands down.
- Color: I like red. But not in an emo way like 'lol red is the color of blood'. I just like red. o_O
- Cried in school: Lemme see if I remember right ... I've cried in school during kindergarten, 6th grade, 7th, and 8th. Once in each of those years. So, four times. o.O Four times too many.
- Chocolate/Vanilla: Vanilla ice cream and cake ... but chocolate for pretty much everything else.
- Chinese/Mexican: CHINESE PLZ.
- Cake or pie: Pie.
- Countries to visit: ALL OF THEM. No ... I really have no idea. I don't think about these things. I'll go anywhere my friends want to go.

D
- Day or Night: Day. Definitely. I always feel weird for not being a night owl. :S
- Dream vehicle: I quote: "as I've said before ... burnt orange VW beetle with black racing stripes, flower-shaped tail light covers, and a vanity plate that says 'BUGIN8R' ... or 'BACON8R'." I WILL NOT REST UNTIL I GET THIS CAR.
- Danced: I'm an awkward dancer but I like dancing.
- Dance in the rain?: I did a few years ago, with Madi. It was fun.
- Dance in the middle of the street?: Sometimes ~
- Do the splits?: Ugh. No. Working on it.

E
- Eggs: Normally scrambled. Sometimes in an omelet. Sometimes over hard. Sometimes hard-boiled.
- Eyes: Hazel, as I've been told by Kennedy ~ but I always thought of them as brown. xD
- Everyone has: the ability to make a change for the better.
- Ever failed a class?: No. I don't want to upset anybody who has but omg I think I'd cry for a week.

F
- First crush: 1st grade, I liked Gavin a lot.
- Full name: Kendra Lynn Ouellette
- First thoughts waking up: 'let's go back to sleep for a few hours'
- Food: Mac and cheese, peanut butter, and bananas have been my favorites for awhile now. Lately I'm liking avocados and oranges. My favorite food hands-down is shepherd's pie, not that I'll ever eat it again unless it's vegetarian-ized. :/ I gave up a lot of my favorite foods. D:

G
- Greatest Fear: I have a lot ... feeling like people secretly hate me, losing those that I love, and not liking where I go in life are a few.
- Giver or taker: I feel like I take more than I give.
- Goals: I want to do well in school this year, and ultimately get into whatever college I choose. I also want to run a marathon by the time I get out of high school.
- Gum: Anything, really.
- Get along with your parents?: It's getting better.
- Good luck charms: None ... I want one, though. I'll be like, 'from now on this rock is my good luck charm and it will help me do cool things'. And then I forget about it.

H
- Hair Colour: Light brown, with some red ... according to others. I don't see the red.
- Height: 5' 2.5"
- Happy: There's ups and downs. I'm definitely happy a lot more than I used to be.
- Holidays: I love Halloween, but it's been horrible for the past two years. :/
- How do you want to die: Without pain, and wearing cute lingerie so that when they dress me up for my funeral they aren't like 'wtf is she wearing'. :c
- Health freak?: Kind of. lmao. I love reading about these things and exercising and trying to be healthy but it never really works because it's hard when you aren't buying your own food and capable of arranging your own schedule.
- Hate: Being socially awkward. I hate calling people, talking to new people ... talking to friends is often hard, too. :c

I
(In boys)
- Eye colour: - Brown plz. Brownie buddies.
- Hair Colour: - Anything, really, but I don't know if I'd want a guy with, say, blue or pink hair. ._.
- Height: - At least a few inches taller than me.
- Clothing Style: - Whateva. As long as it's hawt.
- Characteristics: - Adorableness.
- Ice Cream: Vanilla. Or Oreo.
- Instrument: I used to play the violin. Now I just have a guitar that gets dusty because I don't play it.

J
- Jewelry: Wearing some turtle earrings right now, yo.
- Job: I walk my neighbor's dogs when he's away on business trips.

K
- Kids: Giving birth scares me and so does raising children correctly but I want kids someday. Maybe I'll adopt.
- Kick-boxing or karate: I hated karate, but I really think that was because I was in 4th grade and didn't know not to have a snack before jumping and running around. I want to try kick-boxing, my mom likes it.
- Keep a journal?: Eh, sometimes.

L
- Longest Car Ride: No idea. I'm sure I've been on longer, but what comes to mind is the 4-ish hour drive to NYC.
- Love: Is something I want. <3
- Letter: I like R's. o.O
- Laughed so hard you cried: Sometimes, not often?
- Love at first sight: In a way, I guess.

M
- Milk flavour: Chocolate WITH CARAMEL COFFEE CREAMER.
- Movie: I really liked The Hunger Games, In Time, and Megamind.
- Mooned anyone?: I have on Omegle. ;D
- Marriage: This is hard because it seems like every marriage falls apart. I guess, someday.
- Motion sickness?: I've never had it and I've never understood people who have it. o_o
- McD's or BK: BK because they have a veggie burger. But they're both gross. D:

N
- Number of Siblings: 1.
- Number of Piercings: 2.
- Number: 7. or 14.

O
- Overused Phrases: I don't know what MY overused phrases are, but I know that YOLO and yeah buddy are getting kinda old.
- One wish: I could be motivated to do things instead of procrastinate.
- One phobia: My dad dying. It was so close to happening two years ago.

P
- Place you'd like to live: Someplace with very mild weather, but enough snow in the winter to snowboard.
- Pepsi/Coke: Neither, yo.

Q
- Quail: They're cute.
- Questionnaires: So fun.
- Quote: "This is a brick wall. It's in your way. You can climb over it. Or tunnel underneath is. Or kick it down. Or try to walk around it. Or you can sit down on the ground in front of it and week bitter, life-is-not-fair, brick wall-hating tears. But let's be honest: when you cry, your mascara runs. And so does your nose. And your eyes get red and puffy. And when you're done, that brick wall will still be there. In your way. But the choice is yours."

R
- Reason to cry: Stress.
- Reality T.V.: Eh. It's okay.
- Radio Station: No idea.
- Roll your tongue in a circle?: Noo?

S
- Song: When They Come for Me.
- Shoe size: 7? or an 8.
- Sushi: Amazing. Vegetable sushi. <3
- Skipped school: Yeah, a few times. >_> I shouldn't anymore.
- Slept outside: Yes, in a tent! Camping!
- Seen a dead body?: At my old neighbor's funeral.
- Smoked?: Never.
- Skinny dipped?: I want to.
- Shower daily?: Not during the summer LMAO.
- Sing well?: Never tried.
- In the shower?: Indeedy. And when I mow the lawn.
- Swear?: Yes. It's bad. :c
- Stuffed Animals?: Mhmm. c:
- Single/Group dates: Group dates, as long as one couple isn't completely ignoring everybody in favor of kissing and shit.
- Strawberries/Blueberries: Strawberries.
- Scientists need to invent: A better keyboard arrangement. >:C

T
- Time for bed: During the summer, like ... 12 is the average. During the school year, 9:30-10 depending on how much homework I have.
- Thunderstorms: I like them.
- Touch your tongue to your nose?: I wish.

U
- Unpredictable: I think I'm very predictable. lmao.
- Understanding?: I like to think so. Except I'm not really. :/
- Under the influence?: Never.

V
- Vegetable you hate: I have no idea!
- Vegetable you love: Corn. :3
- Vacation spot: Home.

W
- Weakness:I'm too sensitive. And vulnerable.
- When you grow up: I want to be a photographer.
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: None. All of my friends are unique.
- Who makes you laugh the most: I have no idea. xD
- Worst feeling: When I'm paranoid that somebody doesn't like me or is lying to me.
- Wanted to be a model?: Yeah. I'd love to be on both sides of the camera.
- Where do we go when we die: Eh. Who knows? I hope we get to live somewhere and be happy and dead.
- Worst weather: Really hot.
- Walk with a book on your head?: I could.

X
- X-Rays: My teeth are x-rayed a lot.

Y
-Year it is now: 2012
-Yellow: BANANAS.

Z
- Zoo animal: Tigers~!
- Zodiac sign: Gemini.

1. Sexual orientation: Straight
2. What I'm really bad at: Sports. loool. I pitied the people in my gym class for being paired with me.
3. The one person whose arms I'd like to be in: My crush's. Duh. C: I kinda was the other day but not for long. :<
4. My best first date: I've never been on anything that I will count as a date because at all times my parents were present -_-
5. A description of my self-esteem: It's gone up a lot lately. Most days I feel really good. But then there's some days where I just look in the mirror and wonder why da fuq anybody can look at me
6. Who my best friends are: Lincolnater and Caitlin
7. My favorite book: This is too difficult.
8. Biggest turn-offs: Smelling really bad ._.
9. A description of my best friend: She has moss for hair~ and it suits her. She's a beeeeeeaaaaaaaauuutttttyyyyy. And I miss her. And I'm gonna miss her more when she moves. Because she's really smart when she wants to be. And she's good at a lot of things even if she says she's not. And she STILL HAS MY FUCKING YEARBOOK.
10. My favorite animal: Stop asking me hard questions
11. Someone I miss: Sayge and Razi and my boy
12. The reason behind my last breakup: I kinda maybe friendzoned him
13. What I did yesterday: I went to THE OLIVE GARDEN.
14. What my greatest achievement is: Ordering onion rings at Burger King
15. A description of the person I dislike most: There's not a lot of people that I truly dislike
16. My 5 favorite songs right now: When They Come for Me, I'm Glad you Came, Into the Morning, The Messenger and Breakdown
17. How my last kiss went down: I think we were at his brother's baseball game making out in the woods or somethin. Anyway, it was over a year ago now
18. What I find attractive in the preferred sex: Can you just be tall, smell good, have nice hair, and care about me too
19. All of the pets I've ever had: Dustin (dog), Cody (dog), Tucker (dog), Max (dog), Mason (dog), Tigger (cat), Domino (cat), Jessie (cat), Madi (cat), Smokey (cat), Lily (cat), Tiger (cat), Fritz (cat), Mojo (cat), Peanutbutterface (cat), Sib (cat), roughly 10 more kittens that we didn't name, Tyson (dog), Dusty (dog), Bella (dog), Sugar (hamster), Brass (mouse), Silv (mouse), Kitty (mouse), Silv 2 (mouse), Andy (mouse), Anderson (mouse), lots of fish, Iggy the Murderer (crawfish), Ben (hamster), Razi (hamster), probably more hamsters and mice
20. Favorite flavor of ice cream: Graham Central Station bitches
21. The one place I want to be right now: Can I be in Amesbury Massachusetts please
22. The meanest thing anyone has ever said to me: Not the meanest, but the most upsetting is when somebody points out my skin. like yeah, I can see I'm breaking out, can you just kinda shut up because you're making me cry inside
23. Where I have lived before: Manchester, Goffstown, and kinda Nashua/Merrimack (mom's house) and now I like to think that I partially live in Amesbury Mass
24. I'll love you if…: You like holding hands and cuddling, and you're funny
25. What are my future plans?: idk, go to college, do some sort of major, minor in photography, get a main job with photography as the side job, hopefully be able to quit my job and do photography full-time, maybe have/adopt 1 or 2 kids
26. An internal conflict I have with myself: Do my friends really like me
27. What I'm doing tomorrow: I'm at my mom's house tomorrow, probably on the lake or something
28. What I want to be when I get older: Photographer
29. Most embarrassing moment: It's too embarrassing
30. Two of my insecurities: My skin and my nails
31. What I would do if I won the lottery: I would ask my dad what to know because he knows better xD
32. A description of the boy or girl I like: Dark hair, brown eyes, tall, adorable
33. What I love most about myself: Kind of my figure, but I'm still working on it, and my hair because it's getting ssssoooo long <3
34. My biggest pet peeves: Really, really stupid people. sorry but yeah
35. What bands I've seen live: none.
36. How many kids I want in the future: 1/2
37. My idea of a perfect date: Chillin' at one of our houses just doing shit
38. What I'm really good at: I guess I'm good at photography (thank goood), and school ... hahaha
39. Most traumatic experience: My dad's tumor on his adrenal gland and his fucked up surgery
40. Where I would like to live: No ideeeea
41. The nicest thing anyone's ever said to me: I can't think of the NICEST thing, but one really nice thing is when someone is sad when I have to leave, or they tell me to not be gone long c:
42. Do I like where I am now?: Yeah, I'm at my dad's house now and me like it C:
43. My relationship with my sibling(s): Connor gets on my nerves a lot, especially lately, but I have to remind myself that he's both a preteen boy and autistic
44. All the pets I've ever had: Go read the novel I wrote the last time you asked
45. What I can hear right now: Air conditioner, yo
46. My biggest worry currently: Does he not like me or
47. Something I've wished for repeatedly: For my mom to chill out a little
48. My relationship with my parents: I fucking love my dad and I'm working on that with my mom
49. Something I should have said a long time ago: idk
50. What my last text message says: something about babies with Sayge c: but my phone died
51. What I hate most about myself: acne wahh
52. Biggest turn-ons: smell good plz
53. What words upset me the most: Court.

so tired
I'm gonna go walk Sammy and Petry now
they're so fucking cute